Romance???

I have been thinking. That romance is not what we think it is. It is not that cookie cutter romance, the fairy tails or the cinematic moments. Real life romance is different. It the fact that he asks for your birthday off to spend it with you. Its not that he spends all his time telling you that you are beautiful its that you know thats what he think when he looks at you because you can see it in his eyes. Its not that you are "perfect" for each other its the fact that you enable him to do dumb things.It when you tell him he is being a pain in the ass and he tells you when you are being dumb. It's that despite you tell each other these things neither of you are really hurt by them. Its the fact that he was willing to spend the day with your friends and hold your hand all day. Its that when he decides that he wants to jump of the giant stream at the mini golf place, you are the one that he wants to watch.

I think really romance is the little things. That you are willing to just listen what he has to say or share your drink. Thats real romance not the cinematic moment that we all think about.

At the end of the day, I only want you

Its the first time in a really long time i have just been happy. he makes me so happy. I went to visit him at work today. And he knew i was coming, well not really but he could guess. I walked up and waited for him to notice i was there and he looked up and got a huge grin on his face and his eyes lite up. I waited for him to get out of work. It was so cute, he was so excited to tell me that he actually got my birthday off. I just love seeing him. Literally i leave him and miss him already.


i went to my favorite place tonight. the beach at night. you know that place....were the rest of the world just doesn't exists anymore. Were you mind goes quite for the first time in forever and you just listen to the sounds around you. That place that just puts you at peace.
well the beach at night is that place for me