Hospital gowns are very stylish

That's a lie they are so not, and they are very breezy in the back to...slightly awkward. Just as awkward as say sitting next a cute guy in the e.r. and then your dad showing up and talking about you going the bathroom. Fun times at Brockton hospital! Now i am trying to get a hold of the doctor i have to go to and they are not seeing people until like 2 weeks from now. To moral of the story ....fuck my life. I am just tired and sick. I am gonna go back to bed.

mutual addiction

I sat down today like i eventually always do and decide what i want. This was prompted by my ex boyfriend dumping his girlfriend less then 24 hours after i told him that he had a girl friend and i wouldn't do anything with him.

And i found this quote and i decide that i just want someone that wants me that cares enough to call and that wants to have those dumb convos with me. i want someone that i don;t feel like i am bothering when i call them. I want someone to cuddle with.....someone to love and love me back



What I want is to be needed. What I need is to be indispensable to somebody. Who I need is somebody that will eat up all my free time, my ego, my attention. Somebody addicted to me. A mutual addiction.
( Chuck Palahniuk )