They got married

THEY GOT MARRIED.
i can't believe they actually went through with it.

i can't believe it didn't fall apart.

RAWR

Choices

So i was thinking today, that its the big moments that make you. your first, your first kiss, you first relationship, Your first time. i realized its really sad that one day when i have a little girl, and we sit down and talk about sex......well my stories will suck. It makes me sad. I just realized that your whole life is a long time to live with bad choices.


I just want to be able to look back and be proud of most of the choices i have made.


Its just sad is all.

The song

i have a habit of designating a song to certain guys and i kinda wanted to make a list


Seth-Pieces of me
Colin- Michelle Branch - Desperately
Alex- Chasing cars-Snow patrol
Boston- Augustana
Tim - Getting into you -Reliant k
How far- Martina Mcbride
(Who knew-pink)
Andrew- Fucking boyfriend- the birds and the bees
perhaps perhaps perhaps -cake
Rockstar-nickleback
who i am hates who I've been-Relient k
Jordon- Chemistry of a car crash
Topher- Run to you
Rock It Till You Drop It-fefe dobson
Darrell - Kiss me-
Leave the Pieces - the wreckers
What ever the 30 sec loop on big fish is
-- ~Bleeding love - Leonna Lewis
Just so you know-Jesse Mccartney
Shaun - Dashboard Hands down
Avril Lavigne - I can do better
Will- Dancing in the moonlight
S- Here in your arms -Hellogoodbye

Funeral for a friend

Your silence speaks
Leaps and Bounds more then
Your words ever did.

The silence Screams the truth
The words you, yourself
could never say

I am drowning on dry land.
all i ever wanted
was an S.O.S call
but there was nothing
Nothing more then radio silence

I am drowning on dry land
With no one coming to save me.
I hope at least
you can be fake enough
to go to the funeral

You can stand amongst
My fair weather friends
Crying your eyes out
And say how
"I wish I had done more."

Don't worry my fair friend
You will never have
to go to my funeral
Nothing has died
expect our friendship.

Perfect

"So there's this boy, we argue a lot. He makes fun of me because
I can only stay on a subject for like 5 seconds and them I'm on to
the next one. He listens to me when I'm sad and handles me when
I'm mad. I tell him I hate him and he responds with, "no you don't."
Yeah he's not prince charming, but to me he couldn't be more perfect."


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It's perfectly Imperfect.

Thank you.