So I start a fight cause I need to feel something And you do what you want cause I'm not what you wanted

Meredith: It’s over. You can all go home now. It’s over. So over.

I was wrong to hope, i should have known that hoping was a bad idea. when you have hope then 9 out of ten times it gets crushed. I hoped we would work it out i hoped winter would come around and he would miss me. I don't even know why i hoped for it because we were so friggen' dysfunctional together. Maybe its because life is dysfunctional and i liked what we had in the beginning it was cute and friendly. But who am i kidding....we were never more then friends who tried to pretend there was a spark. However, there wasn't there was no spark there was empty kisses and at the end we were just on the way to hating each other we couldn't even stand talking to each other. But i am saying goodbye....make her happy.

L-o-v-e's just another word I never learned to pronounce

i have been really happy recently. i feel like i am finally reaching that point where i can accept the bad things but not dwell over them. To be completely honest i am happy but a little lonely. Have you ever noticed that sometimes even you don't exactly know what you are feeling. But then you realize you have been listening to songs about ________(insert feeling here). Music is like therapy it helps you realize whats really going on in your heart. I just don't want to fell alone. It's kinda like when you see a beautiful sunset and you look beside you expecting someone to be there, yet there isn't so no one will know how beautiful it was. My life is like that i want to share it with someone.