mutual addiction

I sat down today like i eventually always do and decide what i want. This was prompted by my ex boyfriend dumping his girlfriend less then 24 hours after i told him that he had a girl friend and i wouldn't do anything with him.

And i found this quote and i decide that i just want someone that wants me that cares enough to call and that wants to have those dumb convos with me. i want someone that i don;t feel like i am bothering when i call them. I want someone to cuddle with.....someone to love and love me back



What I want is to be needed. What I need is to be indispensable to somebody. Who I need is somebody that will eat up all my free time, my ego, my attention. Somebody addicted to me. A mutual addiction.
( Chuck Palahniuk )