Sometimes

Sometimes i wake up in the middle of the night with a start and i roll over and see his face and wonder how the hell i got so lucky. i wonder how i got her. How i went from the girl that had a long string of shitty relationships for years. i am so lucky....

However i show up to work and and i love my job, but the people there treat me like shit. Well not technically they act "nice" but that fake kind of nice where they are nice to me then act like a bitch behind my back. making remarks i think the thing that pisses me off the most is fine you wanna pretend to like me because we work together. yet, you walk three feet away and make bitchy comments in front of patients. So god damn unprofessional.

Ugh how could my life be so awesome and fucking horrible at the same time.


"Awkward moments define me. I'd sleep all day if I could. I lack the capability to keep my mouth closed.
Yeah, everyone has bad days, I just have more frequent ones.
If you don't like me, don't act like you do; it really won't offend me.
I've made mistakes, I've let people take advantage of me, and I have accepted way less than I deserve."